Release Me - Pomes by Ashley

†• Poems By Ashley •†

Author's Site
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Blinded By Love
Let me tell you a little story
About a boy and girl
She was his best friend
He lit up her world

Nothing could break her
When he was around
But when his eyes grew dark
Her heart fell to the ground

She loved him with all she had
But when he went back to the other
She knew that he was gone
He’d turned into a brother

Her light had faded away
All her world was dark
She was blinded by love
As he tore away her heart

She wondered where she’d gone wrong
It was his choice
Now all she had was the memory
The memory of his voice

To see him with the other
Would make her want to cry
To see him with the other
Would make her want to die

She turned into a Broken Angel
Who cried only tears of blood
Yet still he was the one
She knew she’d always love

She drove herself crazy
Trying to get him to love her
It didn’t help
He still loved the other

The reaper came to her window
To take her down with him
She’d given into her misery
She’d put it to an end

As she climbed the long dark staircase
She could feel the fire burn
She knew she’d made a mistake
But back she could not turn

She thought about what she’d done
About the things she’d miss
As she reached the end of the stairway
She felt the devil’s kiss

Slowly she started to fall
Into a dark black hole
She wondered why she killed herself
Why she’d sold her soul

I hope you’ve liked my little story
About the boy and girl
She was his best friend
He lit up her world

Deprived
I still dream of you…I long for you again.
In such a short time I turn myself into a monster.
Someone afraid of the being alone in darkness yet my mind only consists of darkness,
I’ve had many lights fade before you...yet yours lit my world completely.
I’ve never felt a love so powerful.
I’ve never felt a heart so pure.

I’ve never felt a pain so strong.
My heart is shattered and broken on the floor.
I am so afraid to pick up the pieces and rebuild to let someone else in.
I’m afraid of this pain.

I drown myself in madness and insanity
I’m lost without you
I’ve never felt something so cutting that it breaks me inside

When I felt alone I’d bring myself to you…a world where my heart was safe
. Now when I feel alone I have no where to go
I need to feel safe again to help me make it through these nights
You gave me my strength to face these nights alone

I feel deprived of the answers that I think I deserve from you
Answers only you can give to me
Answers I feel have not yet been justified by your words
I feel lost in a place I once knew to be warm now cold as ice.

If you love me still then why chase after her
Why cut me so deeply
Why burn me with my own fire

I chose you for a reason I cannot explain
I lost you with no change to change the things that hurt me so much
I cannot get through to you because I am afraid of pushing you away from me
I cannot let go because I am afraid to feel the pain of another light gone dim

I can’t let go

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