†• Poems By Ciara •†

You’re leaving me again
I found you once
And I’ll find you again

If only you could realise
How much you’re needed
You’re my best friend
Don’t leave me this way

Loosing you is more than I can take
The thought of never seeing you again
Destroys me inside, kills me painfully

Why do you have to go?
Can’t you stay a little while longer?
I’ve only just found you
And now I’m loosing you

Death isn’t the end
You’re not going to die
I won’t let you
I need you
So please stay in this world
I love you

Love Kills
Another hour goes by
Another tear falls pointlessly
Falling to the floor in my own sorrow
With its salt and misery

I can’t forget those words
The anger and the pain
I heard them, I felt them
Their harshness stains my memory.

Another hour goes by
Tears still fall down my face
My heart still beats your name
Why do I cry over you?

I see the look on his face
I see the anger in his eyes
Through gritted teeth
I watch in horror
They hide from their lies
They don’t even know why

Running from the pain you caused
Another hour goes by
But no ones realised my distress
That you have caused
Am I really on my own
Alone in this mess you left me

Torn down the middle
Divided forever
You killed me
There’s nothing I can do

Another hour goes by
The end has come for you
You’ll die!!!

I can’t believe I’m over you
I must have lost my mind
To ever think I loved you
I should have seen it all before
I can’t believe what I’ve seen
How come this happened to me
Now I’m glad you’re gone
You’re gonna see
What you left behind

Now I see you in your grave
How I miss the love you showed me
But then I look back and I see
All the memories that I have of you and me
Now I see you in your grave
And I think you never loved me

I glance at the writing above your head
It reads your name and says ‘You’re dead’
A smile of satisfaction creeps onto my face
I’m free at last to walk with grace

If You Can't See Me
The urgency for you is too great
I love you too much to let you slip away
Please don’t leave me anytime soon
You’re holding my world together

You’re all I think about night and day
You haunt my dreams with passion and lust
I need you in my waking hours
To guide me through the day

If you can’t see me, no one can

When I talk to you my mood lightens
My worries of the day are gone
I’m mesmerised by you alone
I need you by my side tonight

I never want to let you go
Never want to see you sad
If I loose you I’ve lost my world
You’re the only thing keeping me from falling apart

If you can’t see me, no one can

Things aren’t always easy
But with you by my side it doesn’t seem as hard
So stay by my side
Listen to my heart
You’ll hear your name beating rhythmically

If that isn’t proof enough
Then you don’t know the real me
And you’ll never see the truth behind my words
The meaning behind my actions
The secrecy of my hidden truths

If you can’t see, no one can

Soulmates

I look, i seek but still i dont find
my key to unlock your mind
behind the door lays hidden truths
but they're held there by a growing fear
in my heart i know the truth
my mind has no chance to argue
with my head held high and a knowing grin
i stop and turn and begin to spin
what's going on behind the door
have i found out everything or is there more

with a tourmented cry i fall once more
only to be held up by heavens arms
i glance at the face of the man in my dreams
its you i see and i see the door
i gaze at myself in wonder for i have the key
i wasn't even looking for it but it came to me
i realise now that the key was myself
the door unlocks and i hurry inside
only to find that im in my own mind

what is this place and why am i here
it doesnt make sense, i begin to feel fear
the door locks me in but im not alone
im in your mind but also in mine
my dream has come true in so short a time
i realise now what the dream did mean
and it isnt exactly what it did seem

indeed the dream was pointing to you
but it only showed me what i already knew
so now i sit and begin to think
whats missing where is the link
with a thumping heart and a teary eye
thing unravel and i start to cry
the tears of confusion slowly turn to joy
as i realise who we really are
we can never die for we are one
we made the connection now it'll never fade
we've claimed the hearts of many people
but most of all we've claimed eachothers
and proved that soulmates exist
and in doing so bring hope to the world.


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