Release Me - Pomes by nete

†• Poems By nete •†

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Living In Happyville
I met a wonderful girl named Molly she knows she keeps secrets well
She seemed so happy, so delicate in fact, so bright she is
She never told me that she was so sad…
Pity she never gave me a chance to let her talk to me
And now she might be lost, I lost myself beyond the morning
Dreaming about happiness out there in the world
I’m afraid too, Molly, sometimes you can run away
Far away… you can always find happiness.
To scream away pain. It’s so hard for her to breathe.
Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry, sometimes we scream for an escape.
She read a book, a book she loves, and she would listen to her lover’s voice, on the music box…
Sometimes we cry, because of a lost
Sometimes we laugh, because of a lovely moment
Sometimes we scream, because of the pain
I think that this is a nightmare, a child’s nightmare
To this dream. She whispers in her sleep
To this day. She whispers in her head
In this book, we call “life” there’s always a tragedy…
In this book, we call “lies” there’s always a happy ending somewhere lost in the pages…

No Sleeping Beauty
No sleeping beauty sleeping on your chamber bed
I'm such a b---- around you... i'm such a witch around you
I'm no sleeping beauty, honey
I'm no Princess ready to be broken into pieces, just like a porcelain doll on your shelf
i tried to say sorry, but i'm no beauty...
but god, i still care for you... i'm ready for a new start
a new way to care, for you... if only you knew how many times i have to remind myself
that you're not a little boy, but now a man
listening to you. walking around, seems like your always angry with me...
i'm just poisioned, by your spoiling, i'm just lost without you
hold on to me.
Just remember me when i'm gone... early in september... early in fall
just like yellow daffodils on my window, just like that dead moth on my window
we're still alone, let me kiss you while i'm crying.
let me hold you ONE MORE TIME
oh my Prince, i'm so sorry... if i said anything wrong
we're only human anyways...
if you only knew, that i really care for you
but i heard you leave, early in the morning, i'm sorry
but now i'm going to sleep, till another Prince rescues me

Dying Waltz
I felt the sun. near my eyes
the tears were so cold, i never knew i could cry
i felt your warmth, as it fades away
i heard voices and laughter behind, as i lay on the sand
staring at the sky, it means nothing anymore
i woke, dreaming i could reach the sun
but i always have been dreaming
i sold my soul just to be with someone
well, that person doesn't even know i exist.
what the ---- am i doing here anyways?
i stared down myself, feeling more LOST
i felt the sun, near my eyes
no one seems to notice me, because i let go of happiness.
took those pills, took those liquids, took the money.
i rode the bus, just believing i could save myself
i felt strangers staring back at me, but i don't mind at all.
looking outside my window, i watched children fall behind their mother.
"this scene looks familiar..." i thought
stole money from my father, cussed out my mother, pushed my sister away.
left my family and friends behind.
but who are my friends?
i remembered that i cried. i didn't know why. why should i?
went down the city, went down the beach, went down to the water.
i felt it, so COLD and it BURNS. i felt no one else. but the water.
"it's time to say goodbye, it's time to wake up again". the water whispered to me.
"it's going to rain again."
whould i reach the sun? would i ever reach you?
today... i swam to the sun, i swam to the sea, i swam to reach you.
just to see you. just to hear you.

i woke up

you smiled.

Who am I
Who am I for I am almost dead
Who am I for I have lost my head
Who am I with this foolish grin
Who am I with a world that grew very dim

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